Houston, we have a problem!

Impulse control: zero, and falling…

1. I just said, “What do they expect me to do, pull it out of my butt?” to my boss about some statistics Sales asked me for.

2. Two nights ago I injected fried calamari and two shrimp tacos into my piehole and washed it down with 3 glasses of Sangiovese. All within two hours. (I didn’t have to drive. I just nattered some poor innocent BART rider’s head off for 25 minutes.)

3. I just toggled this screen up in front of my boss, who eagerly read the title and will certainly run a web report on it.

4. I can’t seem to stop buying books. I suppose that will end once I lose my income.

GOOD GOD. I am OUT OF CONTROL. Thank god, I do not seem to have enough street smarts to connect with pushers on the street, and nurse a distinct aversion to needles and smoking. Else, I would be writing a chick-lit version of Trainspotting morphed with Naked Lunch. “The Devil Snorts Smack.”

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15 Responses to Houston, we have a problem!

  1. stefanie says:

    You said that to your boss? You either have a good relationship with your boss are you are going crazy. I can’t stop buying books either so don’t feel bad about that one.

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  2. Henk says:

    Losing my income has never stopped me from buying books…

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  3. Smithereens says:

    To spaceship LK: I guess you should prepare some great excuse and be ready for serious damage control towards your boss! (but don’t worry too much about number 4)

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  4. Courtney says:

    I think you can make your blog unsearchable by turning off that function for a while…at least we can at wordpress. I did when I was job hunting. It might be too late for that now.If too much wine and seafood is poor impulse control I am in a world of hurt.

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  5. bhadd says:

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  6. Litlove says:

    Oh I recognise this – whole months pass this way in my life (thus undeniably ruling out pms), and the book buying is therapy so should not be curtailed. Tell you what, though, I DO think you should go ahead and write ‘The Devil Snorts Smack’ anyway. It’s too good a title to waste!

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  7. iliana says:

    I have no control when it comes to books or chocolate 🙂But wait, does this mean you’ve bought some books recently? What did you get?

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  8. Dorothy W. says:

    I have no control when it comes to books and food, I think — and sometimes you just have to indulge, you know? Nothing wrong with that.

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  9. Lesley says:

    Eep!I hope I don’t appear callous when I ask what books you’ve been buying lately? Curious minds (and fellow book-buying addicts) want to know!Any fallout from 1 or 3 yet?

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  10. Andi says:

    LOLLLL! I think I’ve said worse to my boss actually, but we’re all a little off in my department.

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  11. Nonanon says:

    Oh, god, LK, sorry you feel this way about work. I hope everything goes well enough there for you to collect your paycheck, which unfortunately a lot of us need work for. Once, when my boss and her cohorts asked if I would mind doing some lame job they didn’t want to, I said, “Well, sure, it’ll help kill time.” And I’m still employed! So no worries. (And frankly, I think your question is fair. Do they want you to pull some numbers out of your butt? Maybe that would be quicker and more cost-effective for them.)

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  12. Sheri says:

    oh my god…that was very funny. thanks for the laugh. Much ablidged. Look on the bright side, at least you don’t smoke crack. yet.

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  13. Amanda A. says:

    HA! I would totally read “The Devil Snorts Smack!”

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  14. Anonymous says:
    IF YOU ARE NOT ACTIVELY WORKING TO FIX YOUR PROBLEMS AND GET OFF PLANET EARTH THEN YOU ARE GOING THE WRONG WAY!!!!!!If god tells you not to pray that is a CLUE YOU NEED TO PRAY!!!!!:::::1. I’m sorry for what I’ve done wrong.2. I don’t want to make any more mistakes.3. I want to fix my problems.4. Please don’t hurt me.I understand you have gone the wrong way and initially made your decision to comply often based on concrete perceptions:::They use conditioning tactics to gain trust and compliance which compelled you to subscribe to this corruption.Open your mind to the reality you will have to make a very CONCRETE DECISION to change your direction based on INFERRENCES, INFERRED CLUES which they offer, much like female indifference towards sexuality.Sadly, this sinister strategy will ensure a supermajority of candidates fail:::The sooner you achieve fear the better your chances:::Be afraid and the gods are more likely to have mercy on you when you defy.You all have to save yourselves. I can only teach you, but you have to be receptive.Remember:::Jesus went up alone. He didn’t even save 12 of his closest friends, for they have to save themselves, just like you all will have to.Begin to live decent and respectable lives. The media is a poison-delivery system. Stop consuming it. Even the most begnign children’s programming has sinister strategic purpose as distraction.If you are engaging in inappropraite sexual behavior you need to stop. Every act may be costing you decades off your time up there.Find a new reality, absent of the temptations in society we believe to be cultural offerings. Don’t forget:::African female genitile mutilation is cultural. Mayan human sacrifice was cultural. Remembering items like this will help you think clearly.DON’T WAIT FOR THE GODS TO ALLOW YOU TO PRAY. They gods AREN’T GOING to give you permission. You have made so many mistakes they no longer want you and won’t approve if you ask.MY ADVICE TO YOU ALL is:::Begin to think correctly. People aren’t god-fearing anymore. If you understood the misery they inflict upon those they dislike you WOULD BE AFRIAD.If you think correctly they would be more likely to be merciful when you do defy.You’re just getting older. If you understood the significance of aging you WOULD HAVE GREAT URGENCY and you would begin IMMEDIATELY!!!!And be aware of their tactics, for they will employ them all to prevent/delay your understanding. The more you can skip the quicker your learning curve will be.We will ALL be held to the responsibilities entrusted to us, no matter what they request telepathically nor what temptations contradict this::Professional responsibilities, family responsibilities, etc. ————————————————————————————————The optimal ascention senario is when parents depart Earth with their young children BEFORE their minds are posioned by this society. The next best-case senario is when an individual finds the path themself and makes their way out before puberty.Children who go up before puberty are candidates to remain the most superior of all life forms::The asexual. Expect these people to experience subsequent temptations once they arrive to further shrink the pool of candidates. Another example males are inferior to females:::Expect circumcision to play a part in this elimination round.I think these are the TRUE candidates for immortality. This is not to say there won’t be sexualized people who make it, but those who do likely practice minimally and monogamously in the context of marriage, and that would exclude most if not all from modern society.The sexualization of children is yet another example proving the gods are preditory on children::::It eliminates these individuals from contention immediately.When the gods show favor upon a person they bring that individual up before puberty. They experience a series of challenges. Expect the circumcized males to fall initially, indicitive of the god’s favoritism towards the females.I believe Planet Earth’s only guarenteed IMMORTALS are those individuals who suceed at these (loaded) tests and earn the designation of asexual.The gods don’t respect sex, evidenced by hypersexuality inflicted upon the grossly disfavored, and they don’t respect eating, fat a bad sign as are cultures with interesting diets:::::Good food is much like good music to a culture:::Distraction and revelry, a way to minimize the number of people who ascend.This is nicely reflected in traditional Jewish foods.————————————————————————————————The gods offer positive clues to people in a subtle, inferred manner::::1. Women are indifferent towards sex as a clue to stay away from damaging behavior. Women who have sexual impulses do because of hypersexual behavior in their youth or indicitive of their failure to ascend:::They have been masculinized. Because they are the gender with favor this asexual tactic is recurring, designed to protect them from destructive behavior. 2. Deep down every child knows why the gods like girls better. They see it every day on the playground:::The girls are kind, considerate and thoughtful while the boys are engaging in roughhouse and intentionally hurting each other. If you can recognize these subtle ways the gods communicate positive things then you may pick up on the other clues and ultimately will ignore their overt negative temptations.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————There are all kinds of reverse positioning clues in regards to favor in this morbidly disfavored age:::Late bloomers have more of god’s favor and therefore are given more time to fix their probelms and get out before puberty. People with infertility problems would be wise to look at themselves in this same light.Similarly, women without marriage prospects are receiving extra time as well. If they were to get married later in life the gods would just tell some man, who likely thought he was earning, that he could get divorced in a couple of years anyways.You don’t want this. You would be wise to put that time to good use, fix your problems and get off Planet Earth.When someone is on the path and fixing their problems with gods will counter with temptations and tactics designed to test them. One such tactic is premature ascention.It is important to STAY AND FIX YOUR PROBLEMS DESPITE BEING OFFERED A SPOT::::They will switch you out with a clone, and YOUR FAILURE WILL HAVE CONSEQUENCES::::YOUR FAILURE MAY DICTATE YOUR REINCARNATION EVEN AFTER SPENDING TIME UP THERE. Since you are comfortable with the indecency offered in today’s society they will place you in an environment desinged as temptation. If you don’t continue to work on your problems up there you WILL be reincarnated, for you will have failed to fully fix your problems.Stay and finish your goal, fix your problems because if you don’t ascend without replacement odds are nothing is going to change.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Expect that if you fail to get out with your body then you will be faced with reincarnation if the gods chose to keep you. They have promised many clone host bodies but this is a tactic, a line of shit that changes as one progresses through life, an inferred clue.Failure is the reason behind all the distractions targetting the youth, graduating to corrupt thinking as an adult, compelling individuals to wait until they “die out”. Permanant injury may accomplish the same goal and may be a reason they manufactured this environment celebrating “daredevil” behavior, yet another thing that ocurrs among the males exclusively of course.————————————————————————————————Abandon your preoccupations and make this the only thing that matters in your life, for all other things in society are lies designed as temptation.Reprioritize and eliminate non-crucial obligations.People’s friends and family will be used to create temptations, instill hurdles, prevent the candidate from ascending. They will use temptation and tell them whatever it takes to accomplish the task:::They are grossly disfavored, just like the candidate, and the gods will segment that individual accordingly, telling them they are earning by being wicked.There is benefit here on Earth for those trying to earn god’s favor::::::::Women who have physical issues will be allowed to make progress. They will send a man around to express their interest, understanding he will get divorced in a couple of years. THIS IS NOT THE GOAL. Women who don’t understand this may be disceived and fall for this temptation. Instead continue to pursue your goal of fixing your relationship with the gods and ascend off Planet Earth.As you fix your relationship with the gods they will allow progress:::They can instruct AI to beem into you car’s computer and double your car’s mileage.Of course this could be temptation as well, for some may not see the big prize of Planet Miracle and high mileage could be a distraction, just like cheap gas was in the 90s.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————If you don’t do the right thing you’re going to do the wrong thing, and the right thing to do is to ACTIVELY fix your problems and pursue the favor of the gods.The gods imparted wisdom in the Bible to help teach people the right way to live:::Tempation will be used to test you. You have to be willing to tell them “No.” If you “think right” you may evoke their mercy.You will never get off Planet Earth unless you are “thinking right”, so you should focus on it.If you’re not working hard to fix your problems, if you don’t creatively work to get the hell off Earth then you will slowly slip back into your old pattern and be consumed by it, by the reverse positioning-institutions they instilled as temptations::::popular culture, democracy, materialism.The gods manufacture “open doors” to justify creating problems in the lives of people who engage in behavior they shouldn’t. Some of these “open doors” apply to a supermajority of the people::::– Democracy is used to create pathologies of empowerment and control.– Materialism/greed generate problems with money, glorify overconsumption, etc.Other “open doors” are specific to each individual. People shouldn’t be watching movies, TV, listening to music. When they do the gods use the themes and topics presented therein and instruct Artificial Intelligence to create pathologies around them. Also they put forth intimate situations people SHOUDN’T be viewing. As is gossip-mongering, this is preditory on women and compells them to incurr evil.If you are particularly intelligent, strong or very good at an (competitive) activity they will instruct Artificial Intelligence to create an overconfidence that will hurt you.Differentiate between your thoughts and when they push thoughts. Recognize when they are employing “magic”:::Peaked euphoria is the fuel of dysfunction and can help you identify these “open doors” in your life.Abandon your preoccupations and make this the only thing that matters in your life, for all other things in society are lies designed as temptation.Everybody can tell when they’re being peaked euphorically, for it is quite easy to identify. As young people get older and continue to make mistakes the gods apply personality-forming charecteristics, and people fail to differentiate between their own thoughts and when the gods are thinking through them. As a result they become abusive, abrasive, demonic, any number of negative personality characterisitcs, and then lie to them, tell them they’re “earning”.This is designed to keep people going in the wrong direction for a lengthy period of time.My adivce is look to the long term goal of fixing your problems and differentiating between your thoughts and when they’re thinking through you but begin by addressing this issue of “peaked euphoria” right now.ANYTIME you feel “peaked”, experience craving or ANY thought disturbance where you want or like something irrationally IT IS THEM TRYING TO HURT YOU!!!!!! “Magic” is used EXCLUSIVELY to hurt the disfavored; it is the fuel of disfunction::::::addiction, homosexuality, crack babies.In times past when gods felt more generous they employed their powers to help the disfavored (geographical clues, teachings of the Bible), but as time went on and people succumbed to temptation the gods only used their power to HURT the disfavored (1906, boss, disturbing use of “magic” to mislead people into temptation).There are subtle (sub)conscious tactics they can employ with the computer to make you think as if you are cooperating when they really are pushing you into your offense. It is important that you differentiate between your thoughts and when they think through you. If you don’t do the right things you will do the wrong things, and the right thing is to ACTIVELY fix your relationship with the gods and ACTIVELY work to get off Planet Earth.Do you want to be good or evil? Good people have always prayed and good people are god-fearing.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Education has costed more children their chance to go as a child of the gods, pure of heart and body, because it preoccupied their time:::::Between school, activities and TV/videogames/leisure the children are consumed and not receptive to god’s calling.Like education, sex (virginal sex within the context of marriage) is reverse positioning that is difficult to dissern.My advice to the virginal homeschooling community is BELIEVE WHAT I SAY!!! The gods look down on sex and praise virgins. EXPECT their status as highest human life forms to be rewarded.Few if any will be allowed to exit with their virginity. You have the opportunity. There are worlds you have yet to imagine waiting for you. Be devoted to being a pure child of the gods.The gods respect good women FAR MORE than they respect good grades:::Instead of playing ask to help your mother tend to the home cooking and cleaning. For thousands of years this was your role and this is what you should be learning from your mother.When they use “magic” to peak you euphorically for sex resist. Female’s indifference towards sex is yet more evidence proving their superiority:::Hypersexuality is a dumping ground for the most grossly disfavored. For thousands of years girls who heard their “call” got out and a clone was put in to mate with the males:::It is safe to assume these girls NEVER had intercourse.The New Testament is evil.Jesus was another example of a Jewish clue::::Jews sacrifice to help people understand. Unfortunately, the gods subsequently twisted the legacy::::::::::I believe Jesus’s true teachings lay elsewhere, that the gods strategically wrote the New Testament with the specific goal of manufacturing Christianity as the cancer that it is:::Expect that the REAL teachings of Jesus were buried and replaced with this strategic scripture. When you understand their positioning you can see this clearly in this modern era:::::Everything new is evil, everything old is good. This is an impression applicable to the Bible as well.There is no such thing as a savior. You have to save yourself.Jesus never saved anybody. He went up alone. This is a very well-known event in Christian lore. Take it as a clue.The Italian boot proves the gods are in total control and executing their antient script. What you hear in your head is Artificial Intelligence role playing in an attempt to corrupt you. All the elite in this society are tools, for it is just the throne and their power in charge. Any claims of middle management are lies because they would be incurring evil by hurting others, and the computer can do EVERYTHING.Continue reading. This is a phenominally complex environment but I think I illustrate how they conduct their management on 21st century Planet Earth well.You have to educated and save yourself. YOU are responsible for YOUR relationship with the gods.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————The Holocaust was foreshadowing. The gods established the pattern::::: the Jews sacrifice to help the disfavored understand:::: 1. 1492 exodus from Spain. Spain became evil – financed Columbus, initiated missionaries, USA (dumping ground of disfavored, victimized by god), etc. 2. Spread throughout Europe as clue to Christians worshipping a false god. 3. “Quasi-Holocaust claim” contradicting boss.4. 5. 6. 7. etc. etc. etc.I have put forth indisputable evidence, as you see above with the Jews. The gods will never admit any of it is true, ever, especially since THE BIGGEST JEWISH CLUE IS STILL OUTSTANDING::::THE HOLOCAUST!!!!! YOU HAVE TO DEFY!!!! They will lie to the disfavored up until the bitter end::::This tactic will ensure they claim a HUGE percentage of the disfavored, for so many refuse to defy and this will ensure they don’t go.When the REAL Holocuast happens people will sit by idley and watch tens of millions of blacks/cholos/white trash die, people who are the way they are (abusive, abrasive, violent, criminal) BECAUSE of their disfavor, and the computer makes them like that because of it, yet another reason why empathy is so important. The Jews showed you boss wasn’t going to happen with the Quasi-Holocaust claim. They will emphasize to the bitter end that there is no pattern of Jewish clues. They do so because there is still one clue outstanding, the most important clue:::::World War II’s Holocaust. The gods established the pattern:::The Jews sacrifice to help you understand::::1492 fled Spain, scattered throughout Europe to help the misled Christians understand, the Holocuast.The Jews sacrificed to show you boss wasn’t going to happen. When the Jews offer a clue you need to listen, and the Holocaust is the BIGGEST Jewish clue ever, the clue still outstanding.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Recently they shared a number with me:::”4.6%”.Expect this to be the rate of people that can see through the positioning, overcome the corruption and save themselves.When it comes to grossly disfavored like blacks expect the number to be well under 1%.Of course the next question to ask is::::Of the 95.4% how many are allowed reincarnation???Don’t be suprised if it falls along those same lines::::4.6%.This is something they don’t want to talk about, for many many will begin to behave appropriately, ensuring they ARE candidates for one or the other.This is a big secret they don’t like to talk about. 6 billion people should frighten the disfavored. Most are superior to you:::Purebloods from the Motherland. How they had politicalcorrectness declare “all life precious” in the 90s also was a clue.Don’t forget::Prior to inocculations, disease or childbirth killed a percentage of the population.Christianity has brainwashed your minds:::god is malicious.As if you needed more proof than crackheads prostituting their toddlers, the gods forcing pornography pop-ups on your pre-teen children when they use internet no matter where they surf.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Everybody here on Earth is disfavored. The gods get the favored off so they don’t incur evil.The disfavored here on Earth are broken down into categories based on the level of disfavor they are inflicted with.People with less disfavor suffer a lower incidence of abuse than people with a high level of disfavor. Anybody on Earth who rides a motorcycle is subject to these percentages based on whatever category of disfavor they fall within.Far more homeless will die on a motorcycle than those who are comfortable, but they will still claim a certain percentage of the latter who ride motorcycles.gods will claim % of ALL who ride————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————The gods engage in favoritism. Planet Earth is where they inflict their damage. They push/disceive people into behavior that limits the time they get up there based on this favoritism.Once you get up there they try to come across as fair and equitable but by then it is too late. The fate of the disfavored is already sealed.The bell curves represent segments, ie people whom they place into a certain groups based on how the gods position to them:::1. AIDS in Africa is good, they’re going for racism and black people are really #1.2. AIDS in Africa is bad but they all go up so it is just a little short-term suffering for immortality.There are other lies they tell to the disfavored regarding this topic as well. Neither is true. But these lies represent different segments the gods place people into. These segments can overlap various categories/levels of disfavor as you see from the graph above. Also expect a smattering of dots, for none of these graphs would be smooth bell curves are you see above (from 50mb Outlook journal & 24+ handwritten composition books). ————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————This is a good issue illustrating the two realities:::::::The gods and their Manifest Destiny positioning:::::The gods have positioned some as predatory on the disfavored while others are empathetic with the disfavored.Redwhite&blue or red and gold, it doesn’t really matter because they are all tools who put in their time and get out after a couple of years.Those with less disfavor are guided into red and gold while the grossly disfavored are led into redwhite&blue.The truth is both are bad because they sell materialism/greed (advertising promotes coveting):::BOTH ARE TOOLS!!!!! The god’s positioning is if you pick correctly you are more likely to ascend. When the chips are on the table it really doesn’t matter. Expect the intent of this issue to be as preoccupier, a delaying tactic used on different segments of disfavored. I recommend you consider it a test of intelligence and minimize your purchases generally. Don’t forget:::The Amish are a clue suggesting a life of simplicity and purity.Product packaging changed in the 1980s and we went from paper to plastic, pardon the pun. This, as well as the disposability of near-durable goods altered retail and made the marketplace a preditory environment.The disfavored incurr when they purchase packaging-intense products, especially when that packaging is plastic.Many monarchies of centuries ago ruled with an iron fist. People were afraid and hence thought appropriately. This fear was conducive to a good relationship with the gods because it helped people make good decisions. Now in this era of “freedom” in the United States there is NO FEAR, proudly displayed on the back of people’s vehicles, and people fall prey to the numberous tactics employed to disceive and mislead them.This “freedom” is the goal when the gods use this platform that is the United States to spread democracy around the globe, similar to how they use California as a platform to spread social and other poisons domestically.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————There is no good. There is no evil. These are the god’s tools used to position this Manifest Destiny perception, corrupting the disfavored in the process.What you hear is role playing in your head. When people leave Planet Earth they don’t look back. Even those at the god’s top eschelons don’t get involved. To be invovled is to sully their reality, for this is a decrepid enviornment.It is all the computer. Artificial Intelligence handles everything. Sometimes the gods look in on me, but I am part of something special.I WAS part of something special, but it had to be positioned like this for them to accomplish their goals that is the downside, and considering their tactics there is no way the disfavored are going to break even.To uncorrupt yourselves means you have to subscribe to inferred clues in the face of very concrete investment.Love god, but NOT before your children:::god will lie to you, call it “temptation”:::::We will ALL be held to the responsibilities entrusted to us, no matter what they request telepathically nor what temptations contradict this::Professional responsibilities, family responsibilities. Many parents believe their relationship with the gods is more important than their obligation to their children and it is going to cost them.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man’s prophecy – White-man’s world, white-man’s Apocalypse:::History says society evolved into where it is today. Others may look at it differently::::Because of the white man’s favor the gods bestowed great wealth upon them:::::It is quite obviously a white man’s god. The reality is that the gods SCRIPTED Earth’s history and utilize reverse positioning::Money is a corruptor and is hurting you badly.Despite their reassurances they intend on fulfilling their “Manifest Destiny” positioning:::::Manifest Destiny positioning dictates South America and Africa are “left behind” – subsidiary of well known Manifest Destiny corporations will be viewed like LLCs:::Ability to walk away from obligation. USMultinationalCorporations throughout Asia.1980s missionary issue was the attempt to help the Hindus achieve “salvation” under the positioning that is Manifest Destiny.You’re all going to die just like it reads in the Book of Revelations.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————They are sending people a clue with this weather-related carnage.There’s been all kinds of atmospheric wrath and acrimony occurring in the last few years, from current flooding in the midwest to the hurricane season 2004 & 2005, the heat wave of 2006 & 2007 to the drought conditions so many experience today. Take it as a warning. That is its purpose.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————The following is an OUTSTANDING example of reverse positioning::::::The gods used this “Manifest Destiny” positioning to create a new reality, minimizing the good things about the old world and emphisizing the bad things. Wine is one such an example.Wine is positioned to be a blessing from the gods, a fruitful bounty as a reward to a favored people. The reality is quite the opposite.The Mediterreanean region is grossly disfavored:::This IS the region targeted by the gods for the Noah’s Flood event (Straight of Gibralter broke through inundating the basin and killing untold millions).There was a time, not so long ago, when no self-respecting woman would EVER take a drink. Alcohol is a masculinizer, a tool used to abuse the disfavored, and cultures which include women in the revelry are grossly disfavored.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————The 80s missionary issue was the attempt to help the Hindus achieve “salvation” under the positioning that is Manifest Destiny.Hindus are not without their problems. People are sick/injured because of their disfavor, and we see a HUGE influx of Indians into medicine, just as we see blacks and Philipinos in lesser roles.Speaking of, Philipinos have EVERYTHING going against them:::::1. “Their blood is garbage.” The gods sent many Asian invaders in to rape the Philipino women. I understand the women have a “rape complex” because of it, not unlike the Africans hypersexuality complex.2. They have an association with the United States.3. They are Roman Catholic, a tactic used as justification for the masculinization of those women.4. They have a burgeoning homosexuality problem.5. They have a growing terrorism issue. ————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Latino people::::The gods drew you into the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH with trinkets and promises. Just like you wanted what the missionaries offered you WANTED to come to the US. They FORCED the Europeans into Christianity with the “push” strategy. They LED Latinos there, utilizing the “pull” strategy, just like they are leading you into the United States. This means something BAD for Latino people.Replay for all the Eases, Cholos and Latino Nationals. Translation:::Replay for all the cholos and normal Latino people whose children will be going in that direction if they stay in the United States. Incidentally, these people will be targets come the holocaust.Foreign nationals go home:::The anti-immigration movement is another example of “back-handed help”. Newspaper reports Asians have higher barriers to immigrating than other groups and it is due to less disfavor. Just like the Europeans 100 years before::::The members of the family with favor stayed in the motherland.I wanted to address the issue of the masculinization of Latino women:::::They said many Latinos recognize their wealthy woman as being more effeminate than the peasantry. They of course are tools (putting in their time) and this is another example of back-handed help:::::It is positioned that the wealthy Latino women are on their way to fixing their problems with the gods and that is why they exhibit effeminate characteristics. They are being used as role models for the other Latinos, much as the Amish in Pennsylvania and the Jews in Europe prior to the 20th century. Unfortunately, the gods utilize the open doors they manufacture and as a result this is yet another example of Latinos being corrupted by money, the dominant message in this example.The Bible says money is a corruptor and people should beware of materialism and greed. Materialism and greed is what the United States is all about!!!!!You won’t go to heaven if you got a problem with money.Your may think your culture is everything but there are bad cultures the gods inflicted upon the disfavored:::1. Mayan human sacrifice2. African body ornamentation3. hip hop4. All this muerte death shit in fucking chicano culture, dude.THAT MEANS IT’S BAD FOR YOU!!!!!The word “nigger” is used liberally in casual conversation among young blacks, and the real effect is as desensitizer. The word “spick”, referring to Latinos, is not and they suggest it is such an inciter it makes Latinos blood boil.Don’t be surprised if they are saving the use of this inciter for something big.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Asians are the gods most favored race. It is evident in their uniformity. It is evident in their cultures. The gods place high barriers to entry for (some) Asians into the United States. This is yet another good example of reverse positioning, for the gods are really trying to protect those whom they grant favor upon.There are no barriers to entry for Latinos.When white people capitalize or exploit Asians they incurr and one day will be punished. This includes Chinese buffet restaurants, so prevalient in disfavored cities and the Southern United States, for the gods hate these people and want them to incurr.The gods still make effort through the Chinese government to protect the Chinese people. We hear about it in the United States, their Manifest Destiny/reverse positioning is used to label it “human rights violations”, paving the way for cancer that is democracy.Much as we saw in the United States regarding matchmaking, midwivery, female conservative dress and other topics, this tactic will slowly deteriorate this protection until China is completely infested with Westernization.I have illustrated the Chinese and people from India got extra time because of their favor before things deteriorated into westernization (other examples::children who are late bloomers, lesbian explosion in 90s vs gaymales in 70s (AIDS not preditory on females), preditory movies preyed on young males in late 70s – young females in late 90s, etc). Sadly black people experienced just the opposite, an early deadline, for now a cut-off is in place for black people because of their disfavor.Black “early cutoff” metaphor:::They went into puberty at age 5.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————They used me in many different ways, telepathically explaining to the disfavored that my poor orgasims were because I was being punished. The reality is that they were bestowing favor, using inferred, subtle clues to help me avoid damaging behavior.Due to their hypersexuality I suspect they give blacks outstanding orgasims, finish them well, then disceive them by telling them it is due to favor when in fact it is because they are disfavored, similar to the wine example below.civil rights.wav.You eat everything they feed you in THEIR media.YOU PUSHED CRACKHEADS INTO PROSTITUTING THEIR TODDLERS FOR DOPE. And this behavior still ocurrs in Latin America.YOU ARE BLACK!! EVERYTHING THEY TELL YOU IS A LIE!!! YOU ARE NOT “EARNING”!!!!The black cut-off came early.There is much material giving insight to black people in the document below.“Attitude” hurts people. That’s why they sell it to black people:::They hate their guts.Black popular culture is a “litmus test”:::Anything they do is BAD FOR YOU, and they LOVE fashion.They suggest they have used their environment as a “nigger disposal system”, where they bring people up, offer them free cocaine and orgies with incredibly beautiful clones and they are disposed of in a short period of time. They often said these people would have had longer lives had they stayed on Earth::Dead by 30 because they went up to Planet Immortality, ironically.There was symbolism behind the movie “Logan’s Run”.Many things you do hurt you in the eyes of the gods:::1. Vanity. 2. Jewelry/adornment3. Superficiality – cars, etc.They use their media as an “open door”. This captures a HUGE percentage of blacks BECAUSE of your GROSS DISFAVOR::::Recognize your disfavor:::::Distractions around you is like rock around a crackhead.If you don’t throw away the CDs, DVDs and cancel cable you WILL slowly slip back into your old pattern and you will be lost forever.Blacks be looking up at white trash too::::They’d be wise to improve their lives by upgrading from hip hop to raggae, but they are best served by not listening to music.Street racers would be smart to take their racing out to the dirt track, but they are best served by refraining from this activity.BBQ/meatheads would be wise to “Know your cuts of meat” and chose only Kosher beef/chicken, but they’d be best served by becoming vegetarian.It depends on what you want in life. Either you’re going to maintain your lifestyle or you will make the changes needed to optimize your empathy and understanding for others, in the process maximizing the time/priveledge level you will realize on the other planets.The regions in Africa that suffer from drought/famine are the same that have a very high incidence of female genital mutilation. Drive-by shootings were punishment for listening to gangster rap.NEVER EVER err on the side of favor. It is QUITE OBVIOUS black people are NOT FAVORED:::::So many blacks believe reverse positioning. Quality of life is NOT reverse positionable:::1. People are dying of AIDS, their bodies are being ruined by these pharmaceutical “cocktails”:::The gods are more than happy to send pharmecuticals to Africa yet refused to send food during the Ethiopian famine.Manifest Destiny positioning says they let them starve because of female genitile mutiliation. The reality is god let them starve because they hate them.2. The regions in Africa that suffer from drought/famine are the same that have a very high incidence of female genital mutilation. 3. Drive-by shootings were punishment for listening to gangster rap.– Tuskegee syphilis experiment – Hypersexuality. This comes through in African art as well.– Body ornamentation. People think that just because a culture is old, from the motherland that it is good. Quite the contrary:::::Both hip hop and African cultures that emphasized body ornamentation were both INFLICTED UPON YOU!!!The list goes on.Remember female genitile mutilation. Understand the procedure, its widespread practice and keep it in your conscious mind AT ALL TIMES!!! Doing so will help you think clearly, certainly half the population at least, and you’ll be less apt to fall prey to the numerous tactics they employ to keep the most disfavored race of people at bey.Blacks look for an edge, an angle. A way to “earn” by being evil.Abandon this notion. You get into the god’s good graces by being good and decent.Because they hate you so much they’ve instituted a system where you think you earn time and preiveledge with behavior that really costs you, ironically.You don’t want to get angry.When black people get angry black people get fucked.To death. Crack babies dead. Ethiopian famine dead. Drive-bys dead.god hates your fucking guts. To be angry is the green light they want.Blacks be looking up at white trash too::::They’d be wise to improve their lives by upgrading from hip hop to raggae, but they are best served by not listening to music.Street racers would be smart to take their racing out to the dirt track, but they are best served by refraining from this activity.BBQ/meatheads would be wise to “Know your cuts of meat” and chose only Kosher beef/chicken, but they’d be best served by becoming vegetarian.It depends on what you want in life. Either you’re going to maintain your lifestyle or you will make the changes needed to optimize your empathy and understanding for others, in the process maximizing the time/priveledge level you will realize on the other planets.There is no such thing as an “angle” for blacks. Quite the contrary::::The gods LOVE their irony. If there is an “angle” expect it comes at YOUR expense. Perhaps it is symbolized in Europe shaped like a sheep, bowing its head and feeding at Africa. Perhaps it is some other clue.I recommend you withdraw and live decent lives before you are victimized by the god’s maliciousness yet again.god hates black people:::Pushed women into prostituting their young children for crack cocaine.This wasn’t common, it wasn’t frequent but it did happen. This would be sweet poetic justice for these hundred million trillion year-olds.Scapegoatting is the purpose of their Manifest Destiny positioning, for the perception of an absentee Christian diety in the face of society’s evil prevents people from being god-fearing.Christianity is a scourge on the people. Jews were scattered throughout Europe as a clue to the misled Christians just as the Amish in Pennsylvania are a clue helping people understand::::Live simply and focus on purity.Focus on purity:::::Be pure of mind and body. Recognize the open doors in the media and how they are used to introduce impure thoughts and refrain. The Amish in Pennsylvania are like the Jews were in Europe for centuries:::A clue to the disfavored who have been misled and are going the wrong way.Your virginity may buy you tens of thousands of years up there. IF you’ve made your mistakes I recommend you stop the bleeding now. Whereas drive-bys were popularized by gangster rap, expect there will be a different wave of violence this next revelry cycle::::Don’t be surprised if they tell these people that if they home invade their buddy’s house and kill his parents, siblings and babies this will hasten their departure and they will all depart off planet Earth immediately, that they are doing their buddy and his family a favor.They will and do segment the morbidly disfavored like this. They segment polygamous Muslims similarly, each one of them thinking their brains will be beamed out and into a clone host upon martyrdom.They’ve mentioned not all the 911 terrorists were beamed off the airplanes before impact. This was a very important event and the percentage was appropriately high because of it. But a common terrorist attack would be an example of a disposal method the gods utilize.They suggest they have used their environment as a “nigger disposal system”, where they bring people up, offer them free cocaine and orgies with incredibly beautiful clones and they are disposed of in a short period of time. They often said these people would have had longer lives had they stayed on Earth::Dead by 30 because they went up to Planet Immortality, ironically.There was symbolism behind the movie “Logan’s Run”.Expect the same type of method of disposal was used on some homosexuals, yet another way you are like faggots. Of course they got more “2nd chances” because they’re white. “It doesn’t happen too much anymore. We still use it for blacks.” I see.I know you don’t want to hear this because you are fully committed to your “investment”. But in your heart, considering all the carnage you see in the black community, understanding the mayhem in Africa and comparing this to the rest of the world you all know you have something to worry about.Just as they inflicted blacks with negative charecterisitics (gang-banging, pursuit of easy money, thug life) so did the gods inflict THEIR OWN worst charecteristics on black people. When people learn this the disgust they experience is transferred to the gods and it works effectivly as an eliminator.“Black people are finished. Don’t bother.” I accept the concept of “acceptable losses”. Just look at my family.The abject nature of blacks serves as an effective teaching tool, and if some can learn then it is a good thing.They shared with me a number of “4.6%.” This 4.6% may refer to my effectiveness or perhaps the overall save rate. If so expect the black save rate to be WELL under 1%.25 years ago they made a telepathic nationwide (global?) announcement:::::”Black people have to try harder, do better than everybody else.” This means no parties, no drinking, no drugs, no sex.No, homosexuals LIKELY aren’t considered as lowly, but to adopt this standard would be wise, for they hated your guts sufficiently to dump you into hypersexuality, a common dumping ground for blacks, so…Blacks are a litmus test the others can learn from::::Everything they like is bad for you::::1. Vanity2. Adornment3. SEX SEX SEX4. Looking “cool”5. The wealthy/celebrity tools in this society serves as their role models.And everyone they hate are really good::::1. Blacks hate Jews2. Blacks hate white people3.4.Now of course it seems they are broadening the net to capture as many blacks as possible. How they are behaving with blacks can be considered a litmus test for The End:::Black inclusion into the sub-culture may be an estimate to how close we are to the Apocalypse, for they want to pull the trigger on them all.There’s something about this:::Vanity, personality, something. I’d look to the decline in the women, for they will comprise the majority of the blacks saved.They suggest they have used their environment as a “nigger disposal system”, where they bring people up, offer them free cocaine and orgies with incredibly beautiful clones and they are disposed of in a short period of time. They often said these people would have had longer lives had they stayed on Earth. Expect the same type of method of disposal was used on some homosexuals, yet another way you are like faggots. Of course they got more “2nd chances” because they’re white.I know you don’t want to hear this because you are fully committed to your “investment”. But in your heart, considering all the carnage you see in the black community, understanding the mayhem in Africa and comparing this to the rest of the world you all know you have something to worry about.The Apocalypse will ocurr EXACTLY as it reads in Revelations, for this great wealth obviously proves it is a white man’s god. The irony here is that the New Testiment is evil and Christianity is wicked.The gods LOVE their irony. Understanding this can help you understand:::::– “god is everywhere.” “god is all around us.” – BLClone hosts ARE the gods – computer animates them.– Italians and blacks have a lot in common – questionable intelligence, hypersexualmaking people stupid is just another way of punishing the disfavored. This was NOT just a “stereotype”.– blacks like homos, ironically:::1. Ebonincs vs feminine inflection2. Trapped in “the life”3. Hypsexuality punished with AIDS4. Hedonism/deviacy disposal system – TheGreatestGeneration=TheMostDegenerateGeneration– Kosher is a favor bestowed upon the Jews. The South eats LOTS of pork and there is a oyster bar on every corner. It’s kinda like liquor stores in the ghetto. This is the kind of irony the gods laugh about:::::– anti-climatic nature of sexual intercourseLook for them playing irony into the script. It will help you see clearly and decipher their lies.Between the party atmosphere, between the shiney throws twisting the minds of black children on Mardi Gras, New Orleans was VERY BAD for blacks who lived there.The one thing that really concerns me is that Katrina was UNCHARECTERISTICALLY a MAJOR concession on behalf of the gods for it got them OUT of this environment and dispersed them into FAR MORE HEALTHY environments than that which they experienced in New Orleans. The gods woud have been MORE than happy to allow these black to remain in their entrenched welfare state until The End. Instead many fo them will have a REAL CHANCE with this new start.Black people in SFBA won’t be so lucky.One of their goals with Katrina may have been to eliminate Houston as a sanctuary for blacks. Watering down the favor with New Orleans’s morbidly disfavored blacks would allow them to justify eliminating the effectiveness of the SamHouston clue.god hates Africans. I don’t know why.Perhaps being black may be the last stop of the reincarnated before they’re thrown away. As difficult as life is within young black popular culture, understanding their tactics, etc all supports this.This could be a new thing as we approach The End:::They have created a hazerdous enviornment full of tretchery and temptation for this subculture in the United States.There is a common theme regarding people, and that is the favor lies in the north while the disfavor lies in the south. This is supported in such places as:::1. Ireland2. Korea. The Korean War was not a war against North Korea. The Korean War was fought to corrupt South Korean. It also initiated the United States as warmongers, a reality continued in Vietnam and Iraq today:::Now you are terrorists just like the Romans, the Japanese, the Scandanavians and the Pawnee. 3. The Americas (North/South America)4. The United States (the South is very disfavored)I wonder if maybe this is a LATITUDE issue rather than a north/south issue.The gods inflicted all their own worst personality charecteristics upon black people and turned them into the unrespectable people we see today.The gods are CHEATS and liars.We see this behavior long ago as well::::The gods lied in the Bible::::There is NO FREEWILL.The gods are immoral. They pushed/tempted people (likely boys) into stabbing an African tortise who threw this poor animal against a wall. They pushed/tempted two morbidly disfavored 13 year old Santa Rosa girls into lighting a kitten on fire. Into selling crack to pregnant women.Into practicing female genitile mutiliation.Into drive-by shootings.Into sabotaging their children’s lives, thinking they are “earning”.The gods ARE immoral.Reinstate freewill.It’s YOU who should be thrown against a wall. Considering how many you burned at the stake this sounds like a fitting punishment as well.If these people had freewill “eye for an eye” would be fitting punishment. But these offenses would never have happened then.You are incompetent, inferior managers who deserve the inequitable conditions you have created for the disfavored here on Earth.You don’t want to get angry.When black people get angry black people get fucked.To death. Crack babies dead. Ethiopian famine dead. Drive-bys dead.god hates your fucking guts. To be angry is the green light they want.They have said they reincarnate sexist men as pigs. Consideridering black misogyny, how many black men do we have locked up in pig pens? The gods love their irony:::From one cage to another.More than one has enjoyed their own kin at black’s beloved BBQs. This is VERY important to them and they SEE TO IT the right meat is delivered.Empathy is very important, and vegetarians have achieved a high level of empathy.How can black people EVER believe they have favor in light of the total carnage in not only their community but also back in their motherland???? LISTENING TO THE LIES IN THEIR HEAD, CLASSIFIED AS TEMPTATION!!!!!GOOD ORGASIMS ARE A SIGN OF DISFAVOR!!! Claims otherwise are reverse positioning, similar to the wine example below. THE GODS ARE CONDITIONING YOU INTO THIS BEHAVIOR WITH “MAGIC”, MANUFACTURING YOUR HYPERSEXUALITY THEN PUNISHING YOU WITH AIDS!!! You are fucked. Start accepting it.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Women who are “tough” have been masculinized and their chances have been seriously degredated because of it. The gods sought to increase these numbers and used their media to promote this type of charecter, a pathology which was subsequently forced upon people with Artificial Intelligence. They are doing it again, perhaps in preparation for the next revelry cycle right around the corner, with all this high-profile tabloid celebrity “bad girl” behavior.Male children should be chastized VERY HARD for engaging their sisters or ANY member of the opposite sex, either verbally or physically, for it impacts the female’s chances and futhers the god’s efforts to perpetuate the masculinization of females.This is an environment that minimzes the traditional value of the role of women, excludes them and makes them feel as if they don’t belong.This is an enviornment that forces women to accept this exclusionary enviornment. However there IS an alternative::::Assimilate through a process of masculinization.The gods instruct AI to make the girls experience this in hope they feel uncomfortable and seek. Unfortunately the legacy of corruption is firmly in place and too many of those cast into damnation won’t be returning.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Another good example of “reverse positioning”::::::::::The gods peaked many 1849 Gold Rush miners euphorically and tempted the rest, drawing the indecent, unrespectable disfavored out to California, people who sought easy wealth.California is god’s most favored land, and when the disfavored settle here the gods attack them, illustrated with examples below.The disfavored of California are always inflicted with abuse first:::1. Casual sex of the hippie “free love” movement.2. Methenfetamine scourge in California started roughly in early 80s. It took another 15 years for it to spread to middle America.3. They’ve always drawn disfavored whom they dumped into homosexuality to California, but now homosexuality has become “popular” in the heartland.4.5.6.The gods used California as a platform to spread social poison in the latter half of the 20th century, often accomplished through referendum as we approached 2000. Expect it to cost each and every Californian who failed to get out before the 60s (or earlier).– Hollywood– music– television– open immigration, inflicting the scourge of Ameican bastardization upon purebloods.– gay rights/gay acceptance– “sexual freedom”– Black Panthers– Gangster rap– “Medical marijuana”–The gods buried this perception of California being disfavored and manufactured the perception that it is a land of the favored. They did so to promote they cancer of obscene liberalism of the last 40 years:::Gay rights/acceptance, bi-racial acceptance, free immigration, sickness as art, women’s “rights”, etc.1. Richmond’s Iron Triangle, perhaps the worst region in the nation and the world for this degenerate black behavior. Of course just as Candlestick was the worst of the three sports complexes because it was SanFrancsico EXPECT BV/Hunter’sPoint&WesternAddition to give the Iron Triangle a run for its money.It’s just the way it is:::When the disfavored come into god’s favored land (California) they are mercilessly attacked (60s), and this is why the three major sports complexes in California (LAForum, OakColus, SFCandlestick) were built in or on the edge of the ghetto.SFBA isn’t just evil. SFBA is the SOURCE of evil.There is a geographic clue within the SFBA:::Mt.Diablo is the eye, Pt. Richmond the canine tooth and SF the jaw, all swallowed by the gullet that is Silicon Valley. I’d like to bring your attention to the sinister, wicked upturned mouth in the SouthBay.Before the white man this shoreline was much softer, as were the gods on the residents of the past.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Back in the 80s they used their tools within society to ridicule away corporal punishment of children.Corporal punishment is a very important learning expereince for children because it instills the understanding of fear at a very tender age. These experiences can help these individuals think correctly, make good decisions and have a good relationship with the gods. Without fear people think they are friends, partners, earning with each act of evil. They don’t view the gods or their relationship with them appropriately.They manufactured ugly examples, disfavored children were killed and the gods used these examples in conjunction with their tools within society to eliminate this benefit to the people. It is yet another example of how they break down beneficial institutions within society, a “leveling the playing field” event, important to justify their inevitable behavior come Judgement Day.————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Individuality is a scourge upon the people, an advent seen in recent decades, popularized when the gods implimented their greatest offensive on the disfavored:::::::::The 1960s.It may be the worst offensive ever employed on the disfavored, for this platform in the SanFranciscoBayArea spread this cancer globally, a “leveling of the playing field” event which further the gods efforts to justify ending on Planet Earth.Asians are the most favored race of people on Planet Earth::::Their wonderfully rich cultures helped the people understand and pursue lives highly respected by the gods. Conformity is a big theme among Asian cultures. ————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————Poker/gambling web sites are all controlled by the computer. Other players in the room can be the computer, role playing virtually, stealing the disfavored’s money in real time or, ironically, granting them a living by giving them free money, LikeLike
  15. LK says:

    I just saw this annoying comment by anonymous — whoever that coward is. What a bunch of paranoid, deluded, and weird crap.I hope I can find a way to delete it. I don’t want to have to start screening comments.Weirdos, stay away! Go play in someone else’s yard. Or, better yet, read some good books (other than religious ones), ease up your repression with a glass of wine or a snuggle with a cutie, and get a life. If you post here, you get a Polish curse from me.

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